An Open Letter To Myself

Dear Windy,

Hey girl hey!

Whew!

This past year girl…2019 was an emotional rollercoaster. 2019 was one of the best years of your life because you got the best blessing in human form. But the things you went through wasn’t easy and I am truly sorry about that. Although you are going through it, somehow with the grace of God you are smiling through it all. You are strong and evolving into a beautiful woman and transitioning into this new role of motherhood like a boss. You are letting go of fear and relying on faith.

One day you will read this and understand that all you went through…the pain, the tears, the heartache, the disappointment in others and the disappointment in yourself brought you to where you are now. Sometimes you will get in a slump and get mad at yourself but know that this too shall pass. Everything happens for a reason and you were meant to go through those trials to come out at the end of the tunnel anew. Everything will come together and make sense to you one day. Let go of the could’ve, would’ve and should’ve. Accept what you see for what it is.

Windy, I need you to understand this, STOP BEING HARD ON YOURSELF! Be proud of everything you have gone through. People tried to test you and get you to act differently but you rose above that. Keep your head up girl and never allow anyone make you stoop down to their level. You are better than that so rise above it.

During this time you are feeling a bit broken, confused and lost. But girl be grateful that this happened now. You have been through so much but always come out winning. Evolving and transitioning is not easy but you will grow through this period.

Just know that people will enter and leave your life. You will meet a lot of pretenders and this won’t be the last time you feel disappointed. You can’t control everything so pray about it instead of worrying. Focus on what’s important sis. Focus on YOUR journey.

Windy you’ve been through a lot. I know it’s hard but I’m so proud of who you are. You are strong, brave, bright and smart and you were given the gift of a beautiful heart. So keep going strong and try not to stray. Everything you are praying for is on it’s way.

Let go of what leaves, Welcome what comes!

Love,

Live with purpose, Love with passion, Laugh with pleasure

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10 Comments Add yours

  1. This is so beautiful and so important. Especially not being too hard on yourself. We’re all in lockdown!

  2. mooniesara says:

    Yes hun, you’re doing so great. And I think you’ll do amazing in the future with your own self knowledge <3

    1. Thank you so much

  3. Debz says:

    Beautiful! Thank you for sharing. I can definitely relate to most of your feelings.

  4. Victoria says:

    You are strong! And this is beautiful! Congrats mama!

    1. Thank you Victoria

  5. This is beautiful <3 I love how honest you're being with yourself but positive the whole time! You are beautiful and the people who are meant to be in your life, will be. I have to trust that!

  6. Rylie says:

    It is more important to love yourself than judge yourself <3. Thank you for sharing with us your self compassion. I hope the best for you!

  7. Windy, I love this letter. You are strong! All of the things that have happened the past year are behind you and you’ve rose above it! Keep doing that for yourself and for your new baby! You’ve got this!

    1. Thank you Josephine.

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